I think it's ridiculous that when I'm asked by someone I don't know, if I voted for Obama, and my reply is always "no", that I'm suddenly a racist. One, I couldn't vote because I was 22 days shy of being able to. Two, if I was able to vote, I still wouldn't have voted Obama and that has absolutely nothing to do with his skin color.

Or I'm told it's because my family was for McCain. No. Not true at all, my family was for Obama.

I don't have words to describe how ridiculous and sad I think that people who are for Obama think/say that other people didn't vote on him because of his color. Well, someone must have considering he's in the White House, huh?

The state of people and the way they think astound me. If I said I was for Hilary, it would be because I'm a feminist or stupid. McCain because he's a white boy and my family is for him. Even though those were my two choices because I felt that they were what my country needs right now, that's not how other people see it, even when I explain it to them.

Because to them, I'm still a racist who didn't vote for Obama -- STFU.


Absolutely, bloody, ridiculous.

I finally -FINALLY- changed my location from Texas to California =O

I've been meaning to change it but changing it from my home state to the state I've been living in on-and-off for the last few years is... weird, haha. Idk about it, I fnally did it. Big step for me! YAY.

I went to youtube tonight looking for a Kris Letang video; because I adore the hell out of that guy and saw this clip of him preping his sticks before the game on one of FSN's segments during the first intermission. When I found it, and it wasn't hard because it was the first on up there under his name. But it was once I clicked on and saw the related video's that it made me pause for a second. I knew I should have been expecting that. I think of Kris and I think of Luc. So no surprise that any Kris Letang video's are "related" to all of the Luc Bourdon ones.

I'm  a fool for pain, I guess, because I ended up watching them all and was just about in tears. If it wasn't for all the stops for loading and all that, I would have been.

Then I found the Kris Letang conference from May 30th, 2008. I remember watching it last year like it was yesterday. I kept thinking how bad I felt for him, after loosing his best friend he was out in front of the media, answering their ridiculous questions during the Stanley Cup playoffs. I wanted to cry for him because he looked so bad, like he was going to break down in front of them. And it makes me think, it's almost been a year already. I can't believe how much time has gone by. Then earlier this year, I forgot where I read it but his team-mates said he doesn't talk about it. He only brought it up twice but then he realized it and would get quiet and change the topic. I can't imagine what he went/what he's going through.

All that made me realize how much I miss him. I miss him so much, watching him play, because my little brother is a Canucks fan, was awesome. Because he was still so young and you can just see he oozed talent and time would only make him a better player.

And out of all the videos on there for him, this one is the most amazing and finally did make me cry.
 

And thank youuu ohhhophelia for explaining the video thing to me. Because that's what I had done before but it never worked before until you explained it to me. Weird, huh? Oh well, thank youuu bunches for the message bb!